last entry for a long while.

things are too screwed up in my life to make an effort on this thing. i might even get a new xanga?? thanks for all the comments on last entry, it was great...but anyways, i'll put pictures on iff i get some...

but my friend cortney wrote this, and i just thought it was beautiful

how do you explain to someone that you love them more than anything. that you can't stand the thought of living without them. that your so in love, your scared. scared that you'll screw it up.  scared that one day their feelings might change. though it probably won't happen. there is still always a chance in the back of your mind. and you feel like you almost have to be prepared to be let down at some point down the road. yet you know that nothing could prepare you to not have this person in your life. and you know that if that happens, your world would be crushed. and at the same time your are so incredibly happy. because you are in love, beyond words. because you and that person are content just, being with each other. you don't have to do anything special. for all they care, you can just sit there for hours. holding each other. being near each other. anything. as long as you are together. and you can be around them in your pajamas and it just. doesn't matter. because they love you for who you are and not what you are wearing or what you look like. nothing could explain the bond between you and that person. nothing could explain the feeling you get when you look into their eyes and you just. know. that there is something there beyond the ordinary. and you know it's not just teenage passion. or a summer fling. it's the real deal. and you know. it's scary to think that someone could feel the same thing for you. as you do for them. that same indescribable feeling. it's really  the most amazingscarywonderfulperfectjustcan'tputitintowords feeling in the world...

much lovee. and i mean it.

grace

new xanga::

www.xanga.com/hazardous_sanity

check it out

i have the sudden urge to go on a shopping spree. anyone wanna blow a lotta money on clothes w/ me??

i can't believe this summer is almost over ((even tho we have a good few weeks left)). but i can't wait to go back to school and see my friends again and stuff like that. it's not like i'm lookin forward to the work or anythin... just the people.

i'm just glad i'm not a freshman anymore!! i think i'm goin to have a lot more fun this year, now that i'm used to high school and everything. i wanna see if i can get my friends to do some crazy things w/ me... hah.

anyways, i'm probly goin to be updating more often or less often... still not sure about how much i like xanga... and i'm gonna be at my dad's this weekend, maybe go camping at the lake, and if not, i guess people can come out.

but i'm out...

much lovee.

grace.

edit::

so here are some of my beautiful sister Brianna's senior pics... the scanner kinda screwed them up somewhat... but who cares?

wow. funn times. bruises and soreness are worth it. makes your skin silky smooth too

much lovee.

grace

Overly Tired.

Overly Stressed Out.

Overly Pissed Off.

Does That Explain How My Day Went??

Good.

work sucks.

but at least i have money...

what's everyone doing thursday?